One Postcard (Andrei 2) -follow up from the post on September 22nd
The_Templar: how would u know?
Brahma: it’s just an illusion…
Brahma: u’ve never met her.. u don’t know anything about her
The_Templar: I know but…
The_Templar: I can’t explain… I just know it must be her
Brahma: don’t become enslaved by ur own dreams…
The_Templar: why? Aren’t u enslaved by ur obsession of finding the Stone?
Brahma: obsessed? Me?
Brahma: i am not obsessed at all…
The_Templar: then what is it that u re boiling there in ur flat secretly, night by night?
Brahma: that’s none of ur business…
Brahma: who told u abt it anyway?
The_Templar: it doesn’t matter…
The_Templar: u r enslaved by dreams and ideals too…
The_Templar: and it is this what makes us superior to other creatures…
Brahma: I am not enslaved by anything…
The_Templar: the ability to be enslaved by abstract needs
Brahma: talk for urself
Brahma: being enslaved is a mistake
The_Templar: I talk for myself…
Brahma: just like this love u re chasing for is a chimera
The_Templar: I am honest and open about myself…
The_Templar: I don’t pretend to be something else
Brahma: who pretends to be something else?!?!
The_Templar: my love is not a chimera!
The_Templar: I know it!
Brahma: who pretends to be something else?!?!
Brahma: and u know nothing!
The_Templar: well u are
The_Templar: qed
Brahma: me?
The_Templar: yeah, precisely..
The_Templar: u pretend I know nothing…
The_Templar: as if u are in the possession of the Absolute Truth
Brahma: I never pretended anything!
Brahma: and well, I know what the Absolute Truth is
Brahma: and so do u…
The_Templar: such arrogance!
The_Templar: yes, I finally know the Absolute Truth now…
The_Templar: but do u?
Brahma: this discussion leads to nothing…
Brahma: though I wonder who this girl is..
The_Templar: she is wonderful!
Brahma: to change u like this..
The_Templar: she practices spiritual alchemy
The_Templar: without knowing it!
Brahma: she does?
The_Templar: yeah, read this…
The_Templar: Light. Celestial music. Power. Faith. Courage. Love calling out the other elements: Water - Purification. Earth – Equilibrium. Air – Ascension. Fire – Determination. Love – Completion!
Andrei knew Tudor was the voice of reason. He had told himself the same things over and over ever since he had met her on the forum. But at the same time, he couldn’t help feeling that he knew better. After all, Tudor had never ever been in love like this in his life. Has he ever been in love at all? Andrei had no idea at all. After all, he knew but few about his Internet friend and this was highly encouraged by Tudor’s taste for mystery and drama. Why did he confide in him anyway? Maybe it was just that they shared the same interest in the unknown. Or was it that he simply didn’t have many friends, if any, in the real world and ended up willingly or not searching for them in a virtual world. Andrei did not expect Tudor to understand him either. He knew his friend had his very own ideas about these things. But at the same time, Tudor was the only one who was able to understand even if partly what he was dreaming of.
That night, he went to bed with hope. He couldn’t help thinking that this was almost a miracle. It was such a long time since he last had hope. And in the following days he realised to which extent his life had felt empty and completely boring until he received Melania’s postcard…





